[ A difficult question to answer. When Astarion thinks back to his time as a magistrate it is an odd one, confusing to say the least - his foremost memories are the moments when he was close to death, when Cazador had found him and... The less he thinks about that, the better, in the long run. It just makes him feel a kind of sadness deep in his bones that has existed for such a long time, it has simply become a part of him.
The hands in his hair soften him a little bit, however, making his heart feel a little less heavy, and his eyes close briefly. He does not want to think too much about all of those things, but right now? He feels terribly safe, and it makes the burden of confession a little less intolerable.
Sighing, he relaxes, sinking into the legs below him, trying to find words to speak. ]
I don't remember that much, truthfully. There's no one that springs to mind.
[ No one from before he was turned, at least. There is one, or two, from his vampiric days, but those come with their own fair share of grief. ]
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[ A difficult question to answer. When Astarion thinks back to his time as a magistrate it is an odd one, confusing to say the least - his foremost memories are the moments when he was close to death, when Cazador had found him and... The less he thinks about that, the better, in the long run. It just makes him feel a kind of sadness deep in his bones that has existed for such a long time, it has simply become a part of him.
The hands in his hair soften him a little bit, however, making his heart feel a little less heavy, and his eyes close briefly. He does not want to think too much about all of those things, but right now? He feels terribly safe, and it makes the burden of confession a little less intolerable.
Sighing, he relaxes, sinking into the legs below him, trying to find words to speak. ]
I don't remember that much, truthfully. There's no one that springs to mind.
[ No one from before he was turned, at least. There is one, or two, from his vampiric days, but those come with their own fair share of grief. ]